31 January 2008

come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in

disclaimer: this is a bad post. move on to yesterday's, unless you want to read a bad post.

today was a shitty day. my feet were cold. someone stole my keys, student ID, coat, and cell phone. i found out that the Boy is a no because he thinks the 4 year age difference is creepy (he is older). i got yelled at. i have a paranoid mother. i was told my writing is cheesy. and other more personal shit hit the fan. today was a complete waste of makeup. (INTENTIONAL CLICHE)

but the very worst part is that i'm not sobbing, i'm not screaming, i'm okay. but i'm not okay. i'm fine but i'm not fine. i'd be perfect if i were a complete mess. does that make sense? cause if i were screaming and kicking, i'd know i'm sane.

4 comments:

Chelsea Talks Smack said...

Yep, makes sense.

Anonymous said...

here you go:

http://nicopolitan.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/01/dammit.jpg

hope ya feel better. :)

Precious Delusions said...

Totally makes sense. Hope today was better.

PrincessPolly said...

Sounds like you had a crap day. I understand what you mean. Kicking and screaming and crying is a normal reaction. NOT reacting that way isn't.