13 January 2008

she's only happy in the sun

huge blizzard coming!!
i hope everyone in new england, including me, is trapped inside for a week.

my application to study abroad is due tomorrow and i have done 0% of it. but i do desire and evening of fine wine and authentic french cheese and pain au chocolat, so i suppose i will stay up very late writing about the change i want to see in the world.

hooray.

musings: do i care if i'm pretty? does it even matter? cause there's not really much i can do about it, in either case. and i know that some people think i'm not and some people think i could be and some people, mainly my mom, think i am but it really doesn't matter does it cause the only people i'm going to be loved by are those who think i am so why should i care about those who don't? and i also wonder a lot about pretty vs. hot vs. beautiful vs. cute and i wonder which one i am. i know i'm not "hot" and i'm perfectly fine with that. i wonder if only ugly people make good artists. there's really no evidence to prove otherwise.

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real siyan shanghai said...
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mcgee said...

hey js...thanks for stopping by my blog the other day. for the record, i think your very pretty. in a completely hetero way of course. =)

hope your monday's not too manic.